Live is getting easier

Have you ever wondered why so many bad things can happen to one person and they don't loose their minds? I have, I wonder daily how my life can be in such turmoil, I am not a bad person. I think I figured it out. You have to find the good in everything and everyone. Turn your thought process around to reveal the best life offers. I have found it I dwell on the bad, no good will find me. If I stress over the little things, nothing good will happen.

It is a hard concept to put into place, but with the right mind set, it is possible to love yourself first...once that happens, you learn to love everyone around you. Just thinking the idea does not work, you have to live it. This realization has made life easier.

The woes of bankruptcy

I am so fed up with this whole banruptcy thing. It is irritation beyond belief. Sometimes I just want to say to heck with it and let the house go, pay the IRS off and figure out how to deal with life after this. I get so angry when things go south.

Life is funny

I have been doing a lot of soul searching lately. Catching up with old school mates, keeping a vigil at the hospital, looking for a job, trying to survive daily has made me stop and think about my life. I love my life and every obstable it throws at me. I relish the daily grind. I welcome the problems needing solving. What I am not fond of is the simple stuff. How to pay the dang 36.00 internet bill, buy a simple pack of cigarettes, put gas in my car and food on my table. The big things are the first thing I take care of and am falling further and further behind. I know GOD will handle everything, but it is so irritating when I can't figure out how to do it. I will figure it out I suppose.....

Still no baby

Well, we still have no baby and that is good. Stephen is trying to go active. Our church is having issues with pure evil, but our pastor is good so I feel confident we will be OK. Can't wait for the weekend, I need a break. I found facebook, I am trying to get used to it. School is about to start for the grandkids and me for that matter....ready, set, go.....

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Crazy week

This week as been nutz. I found a long lost relative. I got an email from my dad. I still don't have a new baby....that is good. I actually have money in the bank..to pay bills, but money....I have put in 15 job applications at various places...Life is good, very good.

Monday blah's

Today has been one of those days where I have done nothing in particular. It is extremely hot outside and my air conditioning is inside. I am really glad I no longer weigh what I used to because I would really be miserable. I have been watching TV all day with nothing really accomplished. I read my book which by the way is really good...same author as the Da Vinci Code...keeps you guessing. I found a couple of John Grisham books I have not read so that will be my next venture. I talked to Stephen today and no significant change in Charlottes blood pressure, that is good....I am about to go to the hospital, they need supplies.....LOL