Life is funny

I have been doing a lot of soul searching lately. Catching up with old school mates, keeping a vigil at the hospital, looking for a job, trying to survive daily has made me stop and think about my life. I love my life and every obstable it throws at me. I relish the daily grind. I welcome the problems needing solving. What I am not fond of is the simple stuff. How to pay the dang 36.00 internet bill, buy a simple pack of cigarettes, put gas in my car and food on my table. The big things are the first thing I take care of and am falling further and further behind. I know GOD will handle everything, but it is so irritating when I can't figure out how to do it. I will figure it out I suppose.....